i dont feel great at the moment, but id like to focus on the good recently because i like to be hopecore..
i feel!! soso proud of myself lately!! like!! 20 billion ego boosts hihi,,, like i started a garden!! I NEVER GO OUTSIDE DUDE THIS IS A BIG THING FOR ME!!! im some chronically online girl who never touches grass and values online friendships over the ones with people i actually know dude ME TOUCHING GRASS IS HUGEEE
I also joined artfight this year!! :0 i'd heard of it before but this is the first year i participated (and have friends online who participate too!) and im really really enjoying myself hehhee,,, even if ive only made 3 attacks.. its very fun.. :D THERES ART OF MY CHILDREN NOWWWW
OH OH OH I ALSO POSTED TO AO3??? TWICE??? its all fluff dont get your hopes up BUT LIKE I DID THAT ON A WHIM. like obv i wanted an invite so i signed up earlier than that BUT I DIDNT EXPECT TO ACUALYL WRITE ANYTHING AND THEN I DID AND I WOKE UP AND PEOPLE DIDNT KILL ME WITH HAMMERS FOR BAD WRITING... IM SO JOYOUS... shh dont tell anyone i have an ao3 account or theyll find my mediocre forsaken fics Im holding you at gunpoint to never mention this again.
I HAVE AN IRL ELLIOT COSPLAY IN THE MAKING!! ..okay tbh im a little pessimistic about it bc its my first cosplay ever and i procrastinated BUT THE FACT I TRIED MAKES ME HAPPY. also speaking of forsaken AZURE SOONNN AZURE SOONN
i . ive been so joyful lately. i love my friends. i love my favorite characters. I love writing elliot angst and yearning for 007n7 I MEAN grilling 007n7. (/IJ)
sooo. despite the fact i feel pretty unproductive rn... IM DOIN GOOD!! AND I HOPE THE SAME OFOR YOU, DEAR READER!!
