yknow i . sorta thought once i started this section of my site i'd have sosososo much to say! so many random woes that are really the least of the world's problems to spew into the void but. uh. no!
i have um. this. i have a small ramble on the fact that i DONT have anything to say. this isnt really a blog by the way if you expected that its just. ok look im gonna let you in on a secret
i usually spill all my thoughts into a thread in a discord server with many of my dearest friends :] but i worry occasionally im. too negative. while i do say its' a human's right to be upset, i also feel bad when i have a bad day and it seems like everything i say is. negative.
like!! we already have enough shit going on AWAY that we cant do anything about!! now's not the time to be sad!! its that little part of my brain telling me its my job to keep every human ever's spirits up because if i dont then.who will? besides im. i'm right here, who am i to not try to cheer someone up or keep morale from lowering too much?
so i try not to complain. too much. eventually i just start scribbling it out or redacting it or. not sharing at all. BUT HERE I DONT HAVE TO DO THAT!!! anyone who views my pathetic little complaints came in of their own volition AND I CANT BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR ANY RESIDUAL CONCERN, WORRY, AND/OR MILD MELANCHOLY!
does clicking a link count as a waiver? i should call my lawyer.
so uh. if this is the first link you clicked on to hear my troubles.... welcome to the audience, dear reader! and remember: what's shown in the theatre, STAYS in the theatre! what no that isn't just vegas's tagline why do you ask
